~The sickness...~ :*(

I have been feeling just overwhelmingly antisocial, sleepy and just overall lazy lately. I just want to sleep all day and all night! It doesn't help that I constantly have this nagging feeling of nausea. I don't usually actually get sick...it's just that feeling as if i'm about to. And if I get up too fast after lying down I get so dizzy I feel as if i'm about to pass out and I have to immediately lie back down and recouperate. I know my hormones are going haywire because I have these sudden bursts of sadness and anger that quickly dissipate, but I still feel as if i've become bi-polar or something because there is no reason for these feelings, they just come...and then they go and i'm back to normal. I feel so bad that i've had moments where i've had these psycho emotional trips around people and I take my crazy feelings out on them...luckily everyone understands! :) OHHH...and eating has become a nightmare! Foods that I normally enjoy have become just plain icky to me! Sometimes I feel so nauseous that I don't eat anything because I just...can't! I have never liked coffee, but I used to be able to endure the smell. Not anymore! If someone is making coffee I have to go outside to breathe some fresh air or else I will get sick. Also, I have always drank soy milk...I use it in my cereal and just by itself sometimes. Now just the smell can have me sick to the point of no longer being hungry. I have discovered that I can always eat watermelon and be happy though! Watermelon is the one food that doesn't ever make me sick, in fact, I feel as if it helps me when I am sick! It's a miracle food!! :) haha! :D I hope that my body balances out and i'm back to normal soon! Ohhh, and my belly is already poking out and my jeans are starting to feel quite uncomfortable. The strange thing is that I haven't gained much weight at all...haha, i'm sure it's coming!

~Another year has come and gone...~

So, yesterday was my birthday! :) Twenty three years of life...that's just crazy! I really can't believe that another year has come and gone already... *sigh*

~Lookie!!!~ It keeps track! :)

~Oh Baby!!~

So, i'm pregnant. I'm only 8 weeks so I don't know if it's a little girl or a little boy. I can't wait to find out! I absolutely adore children and i've always wanted to have a child...or two or three...but I wasn't expecting it to be so soon!! I wanted to be married and set in my career too. Things don't always happen the way you plan them to though. (Which makes life just that more exciting!!) *sigh* I was extremely upset and emotional when I initially found out, but now i'm blissfully happy! A child is a wonderful blessing! ...I'm also quite nervous and borderline terrified... :/ My boyfriend Mac is excited too which i'm really happy about. I need his support right now. Ohhhh! I already have names picked too. :) For a girl it's going to be Trinity Makayla and for a boy it's going to be Gabriel Jacob. :):) The only problem is morning, afternoon, night sickness! :( I go through entire days feeling nauseated. It's horrible... I hope it subsides soon.

~The beginning of the rest of my life~

Life...it's full of suprises. Each day is full of unexpected twists and turns, you never know what will happen next...that's what makes it so exciting...and crazy. :/ I love it, although it really has a way of exhausting me sometimes!

Here's a little summary of mi vida loca up until today...July 3, 2008...one day until my 23rd birthday...(man how time passes when you're having fun...) Okay, here goes: I've been in the US Navy since July 2004. I've pretty much had the wonderful opportunity to travel the world; i've been to Japan, Indonesia, Thailand, Guam, Singapore, the Phillpines, Korea, Hong Kong, Austrailia, Malaysia, Cuba and Brunei. I love traveling and someday I hope to become a photojournalist for National Geographic so it will be my life. My passion is photography, I love nothing more than to capture moments in time that can never be re-lived. I am currently stationed in Guantanamo Bay, Cuba and I have been here for about 5 months. I'll be heading back to the states soon because I am 2 months pregnant and I can't have my baby here... Okay, that's it for my quick summary! :)